A couple nights ago, I had a dream about you for the first time in months. I thought I was finally over all of those crazy dreams but all of a sudden one hit me real hard. It felt so real, like you were actually standing next to me and talking to me. When I woke up, I wanted to go back to sleep just so that I could keep talking to you again. I really miss you. Heard crazy news today, and the first one that came to my mind was you. My heart stop because I was so afraid that something had happened to you, but then realized that you were okay. Not hearing from you really affects me, but in the end all I’ve ever wanted was for you to be happy. Since that night, I have had you on my mind every single day at all times. Sometimes I just wish I could drive up to your doorstep and knock on your door just so that I can hug you and speak to you again. Every now and then I begin to write a text that I plan on sending to you, but half way through it, I always erase everything and end up not sending it. This really sucks.